What are some good treatment clinics for suicidal attempts and depression?

i was molested and taken advantage of a lot when i was younger. my home life sucked. there was constantly yelling. i had told my mom aroud being molested. she did nothing about it and it kept happening.later i started cutting and popping pills to help. but my sister saw the cuts and threatened to tell. then defax got involved and my family hates me.i got yelled at by my father because my brother molested me.then there were a few days where they wouldnt talk to me. im on meds and talking to a councelor. nothing is working. so i was thinking maybe one of these places can turn my life back around. this is a last resort for me so if you know of any good places tell me please. theres a lot more going on than what ive just told you. suicide has always been the first thing to pop into my mind. i dont want to die but most of the time that seems like the only way out and i think if i did kill myself it would make everyone's life better. i just dont know what to do.

oh my god. im so sorry.
maybe this can help: www.suicidehotlines.com