I'm in the deepest depression 10 POINTS, HELP!?

im going crazy. im crying and crying, throwing things. im overwhelmed with life. my brothers and cousin death anniversary just came by so ive been crying a lot, i just recently told 2 friends im bisexual and now im in shock, i feel like im always left out of plans, im in a couple fights with my friends, im running out of money. im about to have an anxiety attack. i feel so lonely, depressed, and hysterical.

i need help. please help me? what do i do?
i something wrong with me, do i have anxiety?

im not coming out anytime soon

Talk to your parents, tell them that your bisexual and ask for help... My advice for you is gain new friends so that somone can back you up when you're in need... YOU CAN DO IT, PAL!

DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE if you have had any thoughts first of all. Slow down and think about whats happening. With the thing about your cousin and brothers death anniversary your obviously going through a flood of uncontrollable emotions, When you think about them and you are about to cry, take your mind of of it watch TV and have a beer, take a walk something to get your mind off of them. Your friends are most likely also shock about you telling them that your bisexual, therefore they need time to take it in, so some fights are normal. No friendship is perfect therefore there is fighting. fix your financial problem, because if you don't that's only going to lead to more problems. About you feeling lonely try getting out, go to some bars meet people that share your common interests, also try getting a pet for company when you are alone. research shows that people who have pets live longer, and are usually healthier. Hope this helped you out! Times may look hard but it will get better!

im not gonna preach to you about god or telling your parents...

I LIVE with anxiety because im too poor to afford medical insurance ;) but i buy xanax here and there [the ******* miracle drug] and it works wonders, but its VERY addicting. so becareful.

I have anxiety attacks on the daily everyday, so i knowwww what its like.

You need to relax, have something to drink, and just not care about anyone but yourself. **** money, it can come back, but your sanity canttttt.

yanno?

unless you want the records and meds that come with bpd i suggest handling it yourself, otherwise, go see a psychotherapist and she'll just perscribe you xanax while charging 400 bucks pr hour, money is a big thing to me, so i refuse to go unless i have to. but if it'll make you comfortable with the medication you have [and god knows not alot of people can afford it] its totally worth it, alot better then getting the stuff off the streets

there are several things you can do. try keeping your mind off things find something you like to do.

Xanax is a anti depressant and stimulant. it will defiantly help with both anxiety and depression. just DONT get to clingy to it.

Perhaps find some one you can really really talk about it all someone who would comfort you. parents aren't always the way to go.

find your self a guy or gal, just a friend that makes you happy.

aaron , just try to relax... don't try to think to much... what is done is done... the only One who could help u is just a kneel away.. (pal, if you don't have anybody, u always have God)

everything happens for its very own purpose (good or bad it may seem,,,, just have some faith and just cast all your fears to HIM and evrything will be ok.. remember that God has planned something for you and all you have to do is to trust Him...)

I know how u feel...
it's better to show what u feel rather than keep it inside yourself...

There's always hope, be positive...
don't give up coz God does not think of giving up on you..