Depression, Confusion and Emotional Pain?

I am sad...I cant stop crying...i have 2 cry myself 2 sleep alot.... I hate who i am...i hate almost everything about me...i want 2 commit suicide alot.... I feel like im dead inside...I dont know what 2 do anymore and idk how long i can take this...I need help.. but im so young i shouldnt be feelin like this... and then im sort of gay but i dont want 2 be gay... i never wanted 2 be gay... i was straight but idk why but im attracted 2 guys idk whats rong with me its make me feel more depressed cuz im tryin 2 change myself but i cant and its worse that im a christain idk what 2 do it feels like god dont care..plz somebody tell me what i should do..plz

What I do when I'm feeling blue is watch one of my favorite movies. It helps get your mind off of the way you're feeling. If that doesn't help, try to think about things as rationally as possible, as if you were looking through the eyes of someone other than yourself. Chances are you will see that some of the things you're sad about are all in your head.

About the issue of your sexual orientation, it is completely normal to feel this way! (since you said you were a Christian) Remember that God loves you regardless of what sins you may have committed or what other people think of you. If this is really a spiritual issue for you, I would contact someone at your church to talk to about this, or if you don't go to church go to a local church in your area. They can probably help you by giving you someone to talk to as well as spiritual guidance to deal with some of the problems that you are having.

please don't ever kill yourself. talk to your closest friends. you need to vent to someone. tell them everything. even if they cant help you will still feel a little better knowing that there is someone there for you who knows what is going on. you haven't found yourself yet, that's all. if you don't want to go out with guys then find a girl. ask her to a movie or dinner. it will make you feel so much better knowing that you have someone there who loves you.
god and your family are always there for you.

First, get ahold of yourself and calm down! Second, look in the phone book for help-lines. You need to speak with someone you can trust. Since you're Christian, call up your Pastor or Youth Minister, even if you feel this way in the middle of the nite. They should also be understanding of your 'gay' tendancies without judging you. God-bless!

My dr friend, please tell your parents or your trusted friends for help. it seems like depression to me because i have suffered it too. Life is precious, do not do anything foolish, love yourself and live for yourself. You will recovered. Do not feel sad to consult doctor, i myself also consult it and medication do help me alot. Try to relax yourself , dont give yourself pressure.

Sounds like you need someone to help you get back on track.

You should seek a friend or loved one to help you get some

immediate counseling as you are not coping with your life.