What is wrong with me? (depression)....?

okay so im in 9th grade & i have social anxiety disorder. i basically don't have any friends. but i'm startign to worry because for the past like 3 months something new has happened:my mood is changing back in forth every single day. one day i will be so depressed and i will just cry and cry and be suicidal. the next day i will be so much happier & i keep telling myself to be grateful & i am fine. i was thinking i might be bi-polar. but sometimes i have the suicidal days like 3 times in a row. and the happy days never last a full day. it's only like 2-3 hours of a day. i'm a very anxious person & i'm so confused right now. i don't ever know my mood anymore! im just so tired of being shy & lonely & depressed.
help!?

I may suspect bipolar
because the moods are unpredictable
one day you are happy and the world is in your favor
another day depression sadness bringing thought to suicide
but only your doctor will know
or may recommend a psychiatrist

i never really had friends, or good friends u shud say, but one thing that has helped ME was God i dont know if your religious or not but its a big help...also theres a band called P.O.D. you shud lisen to the song "Alive" it will make u feel better.

you might be bipolar but you need to talk to a doctor hun

go on my support site and talk about whats bothering you until you can get a doctor to evaluate you

i hope you are ok hun

stay strong

I would suggest discussing something like this with a parent or an adult you trust, or even going to a psychiatrist. Serious depression is not something that should be ignored.

I *think* with bipolar your highs have to last longer, but I could be wrong. You really should speak to your parents about taking you to your family doctor for treatment.

Good luck!

you could be bi polar..or it could be something to do with puperty..hmm..ask a doctor..

i think that sounds like bipolar. you should see a doctor and get meds for it

Yes these people have given you good advice. Don't be thinking that you are the only person that is feeling this way. I thought I was the only weird person until I was 28 years old when I went to a pentacostal Christian Church and heard some young people get up and give their testamony of their life.. I got a big shock and finally felt relieved that I wasn't going mad but it is how out brain, emotions and outside world can have games with us. I was lucky though that I was also helped with caring people in the church and got answers out of the Bible that Jesus taught. The best thing about God and Jesus is that when we talk directly to them that they do hear and if we hang in and keep looking for answers through praying and reading the bible and praising Jesus for the huge sacrifice he paid for us then in Gods perfect timing our prayers are answered and we are nurtured. People will let you down because everyone has problems and issues no matter who they are and we also need to give them understanding as well. I found out when I grew up and in talking to old school associates what was actually going on in their heads during school and I was shocked at how I was fairly sane after all.
Be happy that you were made as a creation, with love and wanted and live your life knowing that our emotions are just that , emotions and we need to keep that in perspective and not let them control us or we will never live a happy life.
Also see a doctor, psychiatrist and talk openly to a trustworth adult if your parents are unapproachable. Do not let depression control you. You take some of these steps and take control of it.
Take care , take action and I will pray for you that if you do open the bible to look for answers or go to a church(sometimes you have to visit several to find the right one for you, just like schools) that you will find what God has for you.

9th grade can be a really hard year. New school, new people, and a whole lot of new stress. My first year of high school I was always depressed. When helped me was talking about it. I never really said anything. I wrote journals and had my english teacher read them. That way I didnt have to worry about my emotions going out of control or anything. Also, take one thing at a time. Don't think about the end of the week. Think about now! I still go back a forth with my depressed day and my happy days. I promise a lot of people are going though the same thing you are, even with your friends. You HAVE to put your self out there no matter how scary it sounds. That is why being a teenager is soo horrible! PLEASE PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE! If you want to, email me. Charmed19021@yahoo.com. Please.

Hi,
It seems that you have a depressive personality.You are always looking for emotional support from others and it is not happening from them at this time for some of their own reasons.

At your age, try to get interested in your studies and work towrds being the best student in the class. Then work towards that goal.
Also maintain a good habit of exercise during the day. Stay away from junk food.
If possible, try to strike a friendship with the best student in the class and work your goals in life along with him or her.
Stop irrational thoughts of hurting your self. These thoughts are just there in our minds when we are discouraged on a certain day, but , you do not have to pay any attention to the negative thoughts.
Always think of your bright future and a happy life that you can make by a hardworking attitude.

Ramesh.