I am 15 and I am starting to think I have a form of clinical depression. I will feel constantly tired and have trouble both sleeping and waking up for months and am constantly thinking about life in general which depresses me greatly along with thoughts that would be considered by some people as 'delusional' about life and society although I believe them to be true. I will feel severe guilt for weeks then this change and I wont care what anyone thinks and feel good about myself.
I do not come from a troubled family or anything, my family are really good to me and couldn't do more, I also have many great friends, but I still get feelings these strong feelings like I'm angry and guilty but also completely hopeless.
The only thing that gets rid of the feeling is to take the odd bit of marijuana or drink alcahol, then I will either feel strong guilt for doing this or feel better, almost euphoric sometimes.
I also have feelings like I am very distant from the world and cannot keep in contact from reality.
I dont know if I have clinical depression or its just hormones or psychosis, but if anyone knows please offer support, it will be well recieved.
thanks. It sounds like it could be depression. I have Bipolar disorder and aside from the depression that also involves extreme happiness and energy spurts (mania) with hallucinations. So if your not having those I doubt it's bipolar, but depression can still be a dangerous thing. Even if you have a great life, sometimes that doesn't register in your mind and it can get worse. This problem is easily solved though. Talk to your family and tell them how you feel and with a little counseling and the right meds you should be back to your old self in no time. But you have to open up about it. I'm 26 and have been dealing with mental illness for 13 years, you'll get through it. I wish you luck, and if you need to talk you can message me here. i feel exactly the same, but people can't make any real diagnosis in this way you need to go see a counsellor/your g.p.
its likely to be a mild form of something, but go and talk to a professional about it. dont hesitate to tell them exactly what you feel. Be care full with the soft drugs, it can cause psychosis. (not if you have grown your own).
Have a talk with your gp. Life out there is scary and you're preparing for the adult world.
Check out this site; www.helpguide.org much support to you
but druggs are not the answer
study and apply this principle
From my research and inspiration I have led to a concept called karma and this seems to be the only thing stopping us from achieving , health wealth and happiness
Karma therapy
The orion project is for the Sharing of information . This information some of which has actively been submerged by vested interest parties more concerned with profit/power rather than your health .
Following the principles outlined in the Orion project will lead you to real wealth=health.
One of the most powerful allies to any person is to know about karma therapy for if you understand this you can even
Avoid getting health or wealth or happiness problems
Or if you currently have problems in those areas
Give you the most effective tool, which I have come across to help you alleviate them.
This is the tool
The value of giving
Putting something or some service into society is one of the most transforming tools with which we all benefit . The value of it is much higher than we can possibly know and it should be included as part of everyone鈥檚 health program. The giver may ask how will helping others help my health and me! That is a very good question, which is very worthy of a serious amount of thought. This touches on the concept which is called karma .
For if one truly wants to live with the great allies of Health, wealth, happiness, Love and all those effects which one values one should really understand this concept. It is the only thing, which explains the apparent randomness of the effects, which come upon people.
Effects are all aspects of health, Wealth, Richness, [note these two are separate] Happiness etc.
What is karma? Put simply it is the law of cause and effect. Or put as another way as you sow so shall you reap, or what goes around comes around. What do we mean by sowing? Simply every action or deed you do causes an effect and every thought causes an effect.
So if you have sown good deeds as in helping others, being of service, giving love and Kindness for lengthy periods of time you can expect to reap those seeds. Alternatively if we have sown other deeds and thoughts of a hurtful nature we can expect problems of one nature or another to beset us.
Edgar Cayce frequently mentioned in treating disease that we were working against karma and frequently told people that they would get well faster by helping others.
Ah you may say why is it that babies are sometimes born with so many impediments; they have not sown wrongful acts.
Yes they have not in this lifetime but what about their previous lives as in reincarnation. You may not wish to go into this subject at this time but there are millions of references to it, some in the bible and a lot of eastern religions, some people can actually remember their past lives.
There is now even past life regression therapy used in hypnosis to treat phobias, which are not connected with this lifetime.
now listen to this next concept really carefully
If we are unwell and by implication therefore suffering from past seeds sown it follows therefore one of the fastest ways to get well is to incorporate into your treatment plan service or giving to somebody as often as you can .
Ask for opportunities to be of service .I have proved this concept on a daily basis and feel that this concept is so important in all types of healing and to achieve other effects like having friends ,enriching experiences, money and other effect which we all need.
Just a few examples of how we can be of service 鈥揼iving Sharing our being, our wealth, sending our thoughts, giving to charity, sharing a joke, uplifting someone, giving listening time, giving healing, giving labour, giving love, giving entertainment, giving food, giving information and a million more ways.
Edgar cayce gave many thousands of examples of karma at work ,he even told one person who asked to be healed that to cure him of this thing would be to no avail as another would surely come .
As you can see from this statement the man has got to work it off ,this apply to us all and its not just health either that this applies to .Virtually every effect you can name .
All is seen ,all is heard, all is felt.
The wise among you will take the attitude of discovering the areas of service you have to make amends on before effects of ill health reach you whether it be cancer, Parkinson鈥檚 blindness or what have you.
So I strongly advise that you engage in some kind of voluntary work and I believe that virtually everyone should be engaged in some kind of healing practice for others preferably on a daily basis.
how to discover this?
Well I suggest you pray to be shown or ask the universe to reveal it to you.
reveal the areas which are most suited to service
Just going along in your life and living for self and not bothering until problems come can be very painful.
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