I think i have OCD and its the cause of my depression?

Im only 14 and i think i have OCD. I have been resourcing OCD and i noticed that i had alot of the things it described. I have been very depressed and i noticed that OCD puts thoughts in your head that arnt even about reality. Ive been deeply depressed becuase of my thoughts about the future for example i get thoughts that makes me think that HEAVEN is going to be depressing which i really know is not true. And what makes me really depressed is that it keeps giving me wrong thoughts about the same sex which i cant stand. Its like a voice that wont leave me alone and sometimes i just want to kill myself.

SOMETHING LIKE THAT CAN NOT DO THAT TO YOU. OCD IS WAY MORE . I HAVE OCD AND NEVER HAD THAT BECAUSE OF IT. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT MAYBE YOU JUST WOUNDER AND BECAUSE YOU DO IT MAKES YOU FEEL WORRIED JUST BECAUSE YOU WOUNDER DOESN'T MAKE YOU GAY IT MAKES YOU HUMAN. STOP DRIVUNG YOURSELF CRAZY YOU ARE OKAY

Okay, since you didn't ask a question, you probaly want advice right?

Just get out of your house and play some basketball. Set a goal for yourself to do something physical.
I dont think you have ocd, but it is really important to talk to your parents so you can get the help you need to feel better soon. Don't try to fix this on your own. Ask your parents or a school counsellor for help.
OCD is obsessive compulsive disorder. I dont think you have ocd. OCD means that you do things repetitively like washing your hand for 15 times for you to be sure that it is clean or open and closing your door 10times to for you to be sure that its locked.

You may be depressed, and i think you should talk to a friend or family that you trust so much and ask them to watch over you since you are having suicidal thoughts.

Also you should go to the doctor immediately. And be with your close friend or relative. It will really help a lot.
Please go to the doctor ASAP.
You really need help from both a psychiatrist, a psychologist and since I think you said before that you were a Christian a pastor or youth group leader.

I will pray that the Lord guides you to the right people.

FYI you can have OCD with depression and you are right, many experts believe that negative thoughts and anxiety lead to depression. It may start out to be negative thoughts and as your remain in that negative state you can tip the balance of brain chemicals and roll over into clinical depression.

Therapists that specialize in Cognitive Behavior therapy can help you Restructure your thinking so that you can overcome this!!

Also the guy who suggested you get out and play basketball or something was not being mean he was right, fresh air and aerobic(continuous) exercise are time-tested and proven therapies for short term relief of depression and anxiety.