Walked into it with eyes open, but now eyes don't dry!?

I am 35, he is 26. We got into a same sex relationship 4 years back. He didnt have such a relationship in his life and this was my second. He loved me for 3 years, like i never imagined he would. Last year, he got into a relationship with a woman. I was jealous and angry..and he walked out on me. But I didnt want to lose him. He came back after2 months and we made up. I had to accept his dual life because I loved him so much - I had to share his love with someone else. In the meanwhile, i met someone whom i wanted to marry. Everything was fixed, until the wedding was called off 2 weeks prior to the date, since the girl wanted her parents to move in with us after marriage. He was supportive throughout. Loved me, advised me and cared for me. After this incident, he has started to distance himself again from me, citing responsibilities towards his family, girlfriend and career. While I am accepting of his stance, I cant seem to let go! I am lonely and depressed. My eyes just won't dry!

it sounds as if you just need to move on with your life how can a woman put up with that kind of bullsh.it you say he loves you not love don't hurt and he loves you and with others get out while you can..sorry to hear you are going through all that but i sure wouldn't put up with any of that crap. Good luck

Life is not a soap opera, but you sure have a lot of drama in yours. If this is what you want then keep going, but it probably won't stop. If you keep doing what you've always done, you're gonna keep on getting what you've always gotten. Somethings gotta give and you need to make some decisions. Look into your heart, you have the answers. I think if I were where you are, I'd let go of all of it and spend some time reflecting on what I really want and what goals need to be made to get it. Is all this drama really fulfilling to you? If it is, keep going. If it's not, change.
peace