Is anyone else in recovery for an eating disorder?

I am recovering from an anorexic type eating disorder. In the early days I purged but lately it's restricting and diet pills. It's been 2 days and I'm feeling awful! I don't see my psychologist for another week and I can't see the school counsellor anymore as she lied to me and betrayed my trust. On thursday I collapsed 3 times and it made me realise the damage I was causing. I was just wondering if anyone has any tips on how to keep motivated as I can feel myself slipping back into it but I really don't want to get any worse. I would also like to know how long you think it will take me to get better. My bmi is 16.8 and I've been severly restricting for 4 months I know it's not that long but my life has fallen apart. I'm only 14 and I don't want to ruin my future. Please help.

i am in recovery from bulimia (with anorexic tendencies) i don't really know what to tell you because i feel its different for everybody but what i decided was that i deserved better than this endless cycle of binge/purge/restrict and that if i didn't stop i wouldn't be around long enough to experience the good things in life..... (trust me i still have my bad days when i fall back into the cycle but i just try to forget them and stay positive....its hard but i think it'll be worth it....)
Good luck i hope you stick with your recovery! x

I'm a borderline but have not gotten treatment. Luckily I caught it early on and was able to talk with a few trusted adults about it and deal with it that way. What kept me motivated? Well in today's society most people don't want to heart it but I'm going to say it anyway. God kept me motivated to keep going on and getting better. Wanna know more? juniorsrock@gmail.com