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| *Women health>>>Eating Disorders |
I have a question for those with eating disorders? |
Does having the secret of hiding your eating disorder please you? In other words, does hiding your secret make you happy? Get help, get help now. I had anorexia for several years and nobody knew until the very end. It didn't necessarily make me happy to hide it, I just knew I wouldn't have control if I told someone. I'm 5' 4" and weighed 80lbs, I almost died. Even after I started eating again, I developed severe intestinal problems because my body could not tolerate many foods. I STILL have to avoid certain foods, and it's been nearly 10 years. All I have to say is yes. Along with the control you have over puking. It's also a form of punishment. It somewhat causes happiness because you feel like you are in control of everything, when in reality your not. But it aslo puts alot of stress on your body which causes depression because you constantly worry about getting caught and what will happen if you do. I hid it far too long until I felt there was no way out and I tried to kill myself. It only feels good for so long...then things spiral out of control and you don't know what to do. I do admit that sometimes it does feel good to hide my behaviors, but I end up feeling really guilty and ultimately tell on myself. I am working on recovery although most days it doesn't feel like it. I will beat this some day though. After nineteen years, I am not happy. :( |
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