Eating disorder...?

My eating disorder has ruined my life. I became anorexic at 13, now at fifteen, I feel Iike there's no point in continuing my life as it's already spoiled for good. I will have severely stunted my growth and brain developement, which means I will never be as clever/creative as I could have been, and I don't know why, but after my recovery my skin seemed to go into this wierd accelorrated aging thing and I'm now wrinkled, saggy, and covered in pigmentation. What is the point in continuing , really?

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Everything you have just mentioned is cosmetic, and can be reveresed or at least minimized!

The reason to go on is to live your life. Life is a crazy rollercoaster that can take you wherever you choose to go. Have you thought about speaking to other teenagers who are going through what you've been through?

I'm a firm believer that everyone has a purpose -- maybe yours is educating others about this disorder and it's effects on the body?

Not to sound like a therapist....but you need to learn to love yourself as a whole --body, mind and spirit. it's not an easy task, but as you learn to not only accept yourself, but truly love yourself, many other things are put into perspective in life.
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I know things feel hopeless for you at this point. But at 15, you still have so much living left to do!! Things can always improve. Not always in the way you'd expect, either. Try to remember your life is unique & precious, treat each day as a gift that holds endless possibilities. Hang in there, it gets better than this!!
Your life has only just begun. Like is what you make it and you can make yours good.

My best friend who is now 46 had problems like yours when she was young. She got help and sorted herself out and now owns a really great restaurant/cafe/nightclub in Spain and enjoys a great life.

Make a life for yourself starting now and anything is possible.

The very best of luck
I am an Anorexia Survivor
Everyone in this world has one thing or another that is their personal challenge
Giving up for me wasnt an option but rather a cop-out
using your experience to help others
seeing your dr about what you can do to help your physical appearance issues too
theres ALWAYS someone out there that has it worse
Good luck
take this one day at a time
one of my best friends did the same as you. he looks slighly older but through working out and eating right he has managed to get a healthy and toned looking body. is it really worth it to do something stupid over your looks.