I have a eating disorder for 6yrs my family tease me about it?

I was hospitalized for 2 years for anorexia in a program for another year and now ive been out for nearly 2yrs I havent fully recovered and I now have developed bulima as well.

I want to kill myself everyday and my family are awful to me and say harsh things they dont know what its like im 20yrs I should be moved out I just had been sick for so long im scared to move out I still dont want to live I dont know what to do.

Your family just don't understand or are scared. Don't you dare think of hurting yourself, you may have a problem but you are still a person who has friends and people who care.
There are counsellors you can talk to. Try your doctor he/she may be able to recommend someone to talk to.
None of us are perfect, we are all human after all :-) And we certainly all have our moments of dis spare. I've spoken to a councillor for other problems and they really help but you may have to talk to a few to find one your comfortable with. I was lucky and liked the first one I dealt with but it did take three or four sessions to really relax and open up. It can be easier to talk to a stranger that family.
I've actually disowned my family!!!! Just couldn't take the stress and constant guilt trips so I can relate to you a little bit there....keep talking to people other than your family and if you really need to move out there will be some sort of group who will be able to assist.
I'm alway up for a chat so drop me a line anytime you like.
I got told the following when I was having a hard time in my thirtys..."Take care of yourself, your the most important person in your life you have to be happy with yourself don't live your life for other people and what they expect of you"......most important thing I was ever told, wish I'd been told it when I was a teenager! Sigh.....better late than never tho!! :-)
So...hope I've been a little help. Keep talking and please don't take what your family says to heart.
Regards,
Red

You need to cut the ties with your family.. obviously they care nothing for you and are only bringing you down.. Get healthy for you hun and don't look back! YOU can do it!I wish you the best.
mom of 3 and Im a nurse
Are they aware how you feel about it? Have a seriouse discussion with your family and ask them to stop, If they continue then yes you should move out
Your family sucks join mine we will treat you right !!!
Your first thing you need to do is get psychological help for your eating disorder. The next thing you need to do is get away from those who affect you negatively. You need to be around friends that will encourage you to get better. You family may think that treating you so poorly will encourage you to stop but in all reality it makes your disorder worse. Please find some help before it is too late.
stop whining