Do i have an eating disorder?

i'm a 21 year old female, 5'2" and weigh 93 lbs today. but i dream of the day where i'll maintain 85 lbs only. gaining a pound or two makes me feel really disgusted with myself. most days i'm not hungry, or i ignore the hunger pains until they go away because i hate most foods and the process of eating. sometimes i care about how many calories my food has and sometimes i try not to think about it. lately this has become an obsession... i love seeing my ribs and hips stick out but no matter what i do, i feel like my body looks disgusting and fat. i've been this way since childhood basically. lately, i usually eat one food item during the day and then a small dinner at night. i feel like a failure because i can't fight my hunger any more. i'm eating way too much food! if i'm angry or upset, my appetite is the first to go and i can't eat for hours and hours. i used to exercise excessively but now my knees are shot. i'm just not sure if this is what it feels like to have anorexia?

Hunny, I known exactly how you feel. All the feelings of gaining a pound, which makes you feel worthless and have no control over your life. you definitly have an eating disorder, so let me tell you. its nothing to be proud of, the only way i got better was through tough love. my friends had to continuly reassure me that I needed to eat, and that my body was looking great. I know its hard to stop on your own, but if you are capable of doing this, then you have the strenght to stop. I finally figured out that life wasnt worth being obessed over my weight. (I had to learn the hard way by being hospitilized and loosing several loved ones from my addiction) I wish you the best sweetie! and just remember that you are always beautiful. Source(s): My own life

I read an article about this. Yes it does sound like you do have a eating disorder. Try going to the docotr to help you and start getting rest and EAT healthy too and regualry each day.
it could be! please contact a dietician.
I think you do have an eating disorder. People with eating disorders have this image in their head that makes them think that they're fat when they're not. You're not fat and if you think you are then maybe you should talk to a doctor or a therapist.
No you dont have an eating disorder...you have a health problem.........mental health
get to a Dr ASAP you are in great danger of losing your life
now how much value do you have for your life
go get help girl