I think I have an eating disorder, where do I go for helP?

I had bulimia for over a year and I haven't thrown up in over a month now I never want to go back to that again. However I can't control my eating sometimes I'll motivate myself and eat so good for 4 or 5 days and then I'll binge out of control. It's depressing and I've tried literally everything. I've bought books on nutrition, gone to weight watchers but I can't stay on a diet long enough. I also compulsively exercise..

This has been going on for over a year and I feel so lost and hopeless, I don't know what to do, I hate my body and feel unfufilled. If anyone can relate and has kicked their habit please help me I'm desperate!

My best friend had this promblem too. Me and some of her friends helped her out threw it. when she ate she went to the bathroom(u should knows what happends) we would go with her to make shur she didnt do anything. we also made shur that she ate too. it took us about 2 months to get her threw it now she looks a LOT better now then when she did. i also told her from throwing up the acided would damage her throut and her voice box. she loved to sing and she wants to become a singer. so i told her she kept going she could never become a singer. yes i know i sounded mean but it worked tho!!yay!!
i hope you get better and find someone to talk to about this. just find someone to help you and dont be afired to ask for help.!!! Source(s): my bestfriend

You can't fight this alone. Talk to your Dr. and ask him to refer you to a specialist on eating disorders. Hang in there. You will get through this.
Talk to any adult you trust. You need help! I have a close friend who had issues with eating, and she had to get help. Talk to a parent, a teacher, a doctor, any adult you trust. They will be able to get you help. I would suggest maybe a support group of some sort, some place where others with experience with this go.
You need to go to the doctor and tell your family.Hope you will be fine.
Talk to your doctor. Eating disorders like anorexia and bulemia are caused by mental disorders. You'll need help to get through this. Please do it now!! You don't have to be embarrassed- many people go through this and get help.