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| *Women health>>>Eating Disorders |
Has anyone been overweight and lost but then developed and eating disorder? |
(i mean slightly overwieght people who just stopped eating and got to into weight coming off weekly they just lost control) I was never overweight but because I thought that I'd look better after losing a few pounds, I cut back on calories and tried to have a healthy diet. I did good for the first month or so but slowly, I started dropping my calorie intake by each day. That lead me to survivng on 300 calories a day which I mostly consumed when I was around people so that they would not think strangely of me. I couldn't keep up with that forever though because I loved junk food so I later found myself binging on my favorite foods and throwing them up... I knew what I was doing was wrong and although it took time, I slowly gained control over myself with slow painful steps. Now I make sure that even if I am not in the mood to eat, I get at least 1200 calories a day although it's hard sometimes. before i gave birth i was 142 pounds, during muy pregnancy i went up to 204 pounds, and two months after i gave birth i was 124 pounds. i looked in the mirror and all i saw was a huge fat cow. i used to think i looked beautiful, after i lost the weight i thought i looked awful, it was humiliating to look in the mirror. all i saw was fat, i never saw the bones and dark circles under my eyes, so i became bulimic, and then i stopped eating. i went down to 114 pounds whick for my bone size was deathly. it put me in the hospital hooked up to tubes and a heart monitor. i cried everynight i was away from my baby. I learned very quickly that losing weight wasnt worth dying. its been 5 years and i now weigh 141 pounds and i feel great, a little chubby, but i wouldnt want me any other way. hope i helped, and please take care. there is nothing wrong with being "soft" most real men LOVE this! my life |
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