Help with an eating disorder!?

I don't want to have to go into the hospital, but my parents will make me if I don't start eating better. On a daily basis I eat less than 1,000 calories, NEVER more than 1,200. I'm 5'5, a medium body frame, and I weigh maybe 108 pounds. I can't stop losing weight! I'm terrified to eat, but terrified of dying. I'm having troubles breathing, and you can see the bones in my back! But I can't stop anymore. I'm fading away and there's nothing I can do! Please help!

Do what ever your parents ask you to do. They obviously want to take care of you. The hospital may be the best place for you right now. This kind of disorder cannot be handled by diet, especially over the internet! You will need counseling from a qualified specialist, to help you get your thinking straight, along with a high calorie diet to help you reach a more reasonable weight.

Hi sweety...
you need to see your doctor. An eating disorder is not something you can't deal with by yourself...You need to talk to a trained psychologist that can help you come to terms with your fear of eating. The fact that you know you need help is a *very* healthy sign but like I said..you need professional ongoing treatment. You *will* get through this but you'll need some help over the rough parts. Your family doctor can refer you to the real help you need for a long term healthy productive life..So please go in for a check up and tell the doctor what's going on ok? God bless and my thoughts and prayers for a speedy recovery..
my home ec teacher told us about air poped popcorn. its healthy and it actually doesnt taste that bad. air popers just came back on the market. hope that helps.
Im sorry to hear that. If you dont eat all of what you have for your lunch and breakfast and dinner, force yourself to. Think about what could happen if you didnt eat. You could go into the hospital and get seriously sick. And when you think about not eating, push that thought right out of your mind.
you should have your parents pick out your food for you. dont be afraid of eating!start by eating at leat 5 servings of fruit,3 servings of veggies,and a lot of whole grain. hope you like my advice!
Sometimes it is easier to get treatment than try to get better on your own. I know your parents are just telling you to eat more and think that that is going to make a difference, but you need someone who deals with eating disorders on a regular basis. I struggled with an eating disorder, and I went to out patient treatment. It really changed my life. Please consider this... anorexia is so hard to overcome by yourself. People who havn't dealt with an eating disorder can't possibly know where you are coming from...

Good luck hun...
You need to seek professional assistance. Below is a good website with plenty of information on eating disorders:

http://christiananswers.net/q-eden/eatin...

Eating Disorders Awareness & Prevention Hotline

1-800-931-2237

Help for Eating Disorders