Is this stress or disorder?

hi =] as we all know, its still summer, and throughout the summer, ive been almost okay the whole time. but usually when school comes around, or something big, or people nagging on me so on, i get schizophrentic. can you say seasonal schizo? i see people other people cant see, i hear things trying to tell me to do something, etc, ive gone for a lil help for this crap, but i cant stand counselours and their stupid candy. ill take the candy but screw the counselor. their annoying and usually do nothing for you. so ive prayed about this stuff, and what not. it really gets to me, and i get a lil insane. 1. is it all just a bunch of stress? or 2. is there somthing really wrong with me? ..... ive had this for mostly all my life. used to be constant, now seasonal some what, and ill pass out once in a while, or wake up, or write things i never wrote, no clue what the hayll they mean. and im sorry for typping so much, its just its all in mind atm, so read on, my friend. theres more to it i think, but im not writing it all. thoughts?

counselor, phyciatristaarrr, same thing. (not really, im just saying, there all really annoying.) and i feel bad for thinking somethings wrong with me, when uh, my boyfriend is completely colour blind, has inactive tb, pays $400 a month to live in the garage of a townhouse, pays for everything for his parents, takes care of their kids, hardly ever sleeps, or eats. etc. thats what im for though i make him take breaks, eat an sleep. =p, getting back to subject, i forget. dangg. uh, yeah ive been to the hospital for a day, they took me outta school, i told the hospitallll people im never comming back cause, their gay. iv resulted to i guess praying is the best thing????

it sound like you might have Brief Psychotic Disorder - psychotic symptoms that last between 1 and 30 days.

The most obvious symptoms include:
Hallucinations: Hallucinations are sensory perceptions of things that aren't actually present, such as hearing voices, seeing things that aren't there or feeling sensations on your skin even though nothing is touching your body.
Delusions: These are false beliefs that the person refuses to give up, even in the face of contradictory facts.
Other symptoms of brief psychotic disorder include:
Disorganized thinking
Speech or language that doesn't make sense
Unusual behavior and dress
Problems with memory
Disorientation or confusion
Changes in eating or sleeping habits, energy level or weight
Inability to make decisions

about your counselor you might need to 'shop' around until you find that works for you try talking to your GP about it see what they suggest they maybe even refer you to some one who specialises with psychosis

well, it's good that it's not happening constantly anymore. try going to a psychiatrist instead of a counselor because you can get medication and they'll really try to help you out as much as they can if you tell them enough for them to understand and with the medication who knows you might start getting back to normal. and sometimes a certain amount of stress can possibly trigger your schizophrenia so it might not exactly be seasonal just the amount of stress that youre going through might be causing it.

hope you get better

Seasonal Anxiety disorder. Hmm. Not sure, at least I haven't heard of that one.

it's not a seasonal thing; it's just that when school comes around you have way more stress which can trigger it

It sounds more like seasonal anxiety disorder to me. When did you first experience symptoms and signs of this and what happened when you started experiencing these feelings. Sometimes just talking about it will lessen these feelings and fears if you can find someone to talk to that you trust. Sometimes these feelings can be controlled with prescriptions and seeing a psychiatrist. They use different treatments to see what is best and what will help you. It can be trial and error as well when they try different methods and techniques and not work then they try something else until it works for you.